I Will Pray Until I Become Prayer Itself

I was reading a self-help book when I got to this part: "To write a book, become the book itself." [1] But then I remembered the verse:

"Though I love them, they stand accusing me like Satan for what I’ve never done. I will pray until I become prayer itself." ^{[Psalm 109:4
TPT]}

By then, I realize, my reading is not self-helping me very much. I found myself spitting more bones than chewing meat.

What I needed was grace-help all along. Grace upon grace ^{[John 1:16]}The grace to say 'No' to sin. ^{[Titus 2:12]}

I will again attempt to read that book. But warn you, someone famous once said, "If you're too open-minded; your brains will fall out." [2]

I accept correction. I admit the need for self-discipline.

For God did not give us a spirit of timidity or cowardice or fear, but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of sound judgment and personal discipline [abilities that result in a calm, well-balanced mind and self-control]. ^{[2 Timothy
1:7 AMP]}

Well, the Bible is all that.

The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need. ^{[Psalm 23:1 NLT]}

And mind you, the Bible is not a book reading for the brain, it's for the heart.

“You search the Scriptures because you think they give you eternal life. But the Scriptures point to me! Yet you refuse to come to me to receive this life." ^{[John 5:39-40 NLT]}

So the change of habits for a well-organized lifestyle is in my Savior. The Lord saved me from indiscipline, too.

And yes, I will still try to read that book, and see for myself:

How non-Christians want to be good without depending on a good God - so I can reach out to them in that area.
How Christians identify principles for "successful living" and yet miss out on the unreferenced Bible verses - so I can share to them that only God's word sustains, ^{[Hebrews
1:3]} and not the wisdom of man.

I'll get back to that book, as soon as I recover from the bone stuck in my throat.

[1] Quoted by Naval Ravikant

[2] Quoted by Lawrence Ferlinghetti

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